☮ Heartbreaker ☮

Dont think we are couples ok. She is my friend, emily. I put this pic because i look great and cute. haha. And i like my hair. We are just friend aites. And this is taken at sentosa, not only both of us but with my friends. I was walking when suddenly she wanna take picture with me. Its damn hot. I mean the weather. But the picture looks hot too. haha. Btw, i wanna dye my hair!!

LIL WAYNE ^^

Tag me if you like/love this hot guy here. Can I be like him? Tattoo all over. Cool rite? Very stylish. Ergh. Haha. Sorry people. You can say what you want. He's my favourite. Well, today no plan. Usually, this time around i would be out gg to town, bugis and etc. But now, boring weekends for me. Surely, people are having funs out there with their friends , and couples too. Couples hang out together happily. I miss that part of time. I want to spend with someone who can happily go out, eat together, laugh together, share things together, feels tt someone care, love and consern for me. I want all that.

Mayb i did have before, but it somehow faded slowly. They know whats good for them.

I want to have a party. Or club. Enjoy myself.

Can anybody ask me out pls ?

Been busy lately due to attachment . Its a 5 months attachment. Attached at A and One Company which is located at Loyang near the shell there. Shell or Esso if im not mistaken. Its not so tiring, but i bet you, you can fall asleep easily and heavily. Your eyes cant even open widely. I was doing my work when suddenly my eyes slowly close and close. Cannort tahan already. What i do there is, they gave me a hold stack of paper where there's drawing on it. Its like a project workpiece. Like what you did in dnt. So, i had to circle all the dimension and number them accordingly. Its a simple job but you can end up frustrated, sleepy and bored. Why? Cos what you did was all the same job. Erghh! And very small pay i get. 1 month i get 450 dollars. Worth it? Hmm. So so lah. And, even i think now me myself is in a hard state. Which is like a poor guy you noe. No money. I understand my mum situation. Sometimes when i ask money , she would say , " ibu tkde duit tao, anak senang2 mintak mintak. kalau ibu tkde duit, mcm maner leh hidup. ibu gadai semua gelang2 ibu kerane nk kasi anak duit". Wahliao. My hands felt so heavy to even ask for money. Its ok. As a child, i will help. Dont worry mum, i will guide you no matter what. Well, i felt like im changing. Not changing in what, but changing something in life. Since that attachment, i felt like im working. How is it felt when times to work. To find money. You must have the patience in your heart. Hmm. Missing something? I guess so. No need to elaborate here. Will always te'amor . Bye.

It was early in the morning, and my heart is really lonely. Just thinkin about you baby got me twisted the head. And I dont know how to take it, but its drivin me so crazy. I dont know if it's right, I'm tossin and turnin. It's 4 o'clock in the morning, and I still cant sleep. Thinking about your beauty it makes me weep. And also bout yourself too. I feelin hopeless in my home. I dont know what to do, I think I'm in love. Amor no es amor. If this aint love, then what am i feelin? What am I doin wrong? If this aint love, Is this an illusion that I have in my heart. And I know you aint my lady, I'm tryin to make this right. I dont know what to do, I'm going outta my mind.