I have wasted my time yesterday. Firstly, went to town with friends, go ate at far east , smoke, then went to several shop as i wanted to buy shoe for me. But, what i have in my wallet is not enough to buy them. Nvm, will save some money to buy the shoe. After that, went to home club at clarke quay as it free entry. Okay, its my first time honestly i went to club. First thought, it would be fun, but when i went inside, after dancing and dancing, i felt like it was too boring. I should have gone to meet someone instead. Haiz... Im just stressed up i think. I dance just not to stressed. Bah. Six more months to go and im 19. So that fast? I have to start to changed my attitude as my age becoming older. I have to changed but not that fast. Slowly i will changed. I still can't get her out of my mind. AAaaarRRgghH.! What this suppose to mean? Its really hard. Bye.