This is not the end of it. Im hoping for it to be real one day. If fate want us to be only friend, then i guess we are friend. Its my fault by doing that mistakes. I will take it as a lesson for me. As until now, i still dont know what to do. Should i wait for the day to come? Should I just let it go? Been thinking bout it. BUt, still no answer for it. Its hard for me. Well, mayb I should just wait the answer for me. May God support me to it.

Time to be who i am.. Finally, I believe my dream will unfold. Its like being touched by an angel. I dont know what my dream are. Im thinking of what I want now, for me., yes. My heart seems to tell me something. I am figuring it out what it is. Hmm. And, im changing for myself right now. Just to be my own self, not copy paste from someone. Dye my hair last week. Half being use by my 1st bro, and the other half of it, i use them. Not like typical matrep, but just the colour of the hair. No more matrep of me. Use to be last time but not now. I hate it when looking past of me. -.-''.