RizzyBaby.

Lazy bumb bumb.

2010-06-13T08:22:00.000-07:00

I noe i have not updating my blog for long.

I reaLLY dono what to update.

Its like very boring already. Not in the mood to update.

Aniwae, many things happened to me.

Lazy to share with you guys.

Just wait for my more updates.

Bye and takecare.

Im supporting spain aniwae for World Cup.

Hot Weather.

2010-05-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

Dont think we are couples ok. She is my friend, emily. I put this pic because i look great and cute. haha. And i like my hair. We are just friend aites. And this is taken at sentosa, not only both of us but with my friends. I was walking when suddenly she wanna take picture with me. Its damn hot. I mean the weather. But the picture looks hot too. haha. Btw, i wanna dye my hair!!

Love Awaits.

2010-05-01T01:24:00.000-07:00

LIL WAYNE ^^

Tag me if you like/love this hot guy here. Can I be like him? Tattoo all over. Cool rite? Very stylish. Ergh. Haha. Sorry people. You can say what you want. He's my favourite. Well, today no plan. Usually, this time around i would be out gg to town, bugis and etc. But now, boring weekends for me. Surely, people are having funs out there with their friends , and couples too. Couples hang out together happily. I miss that part of time. I want to spend with someone who can happily go out, eat together, laugh together, share things together, feels tt someone care, love and consern for me. I want all that.

Mayb i did have before, but it somehow faded slowly. They know whats good for them.

I want to have a party. Or club. Enjoy myself.

Can anybody ask me out pls ?

Ssim Uoy.

2010-04-23T03:59:00.000-07:00

Been busy lately due to attachment . Its a 5 months attachment. Attached at A and One Company which is located at Loyang near the shell there. Shell or Esso if im not mistaken. Its not so tiring, but i bet you, you can fall asleep easily and heavily. Your eyes cant even open widely. I was doing my work when suddenly my eyes slowly close and close. Cannort tahan already. What i do there is, they gave me a hold stack of paper where there's drawing on it. Its like a project workpiece. Like what you did in dnt. So, i had to circle all the dimension and number them accordingly. Its a simple job but you can end up frustrated, sleepy and bored. Why? Cos what you did was all the same job. Erghh! And very small pay i get. 1 month i get 450 dollars. Worth it? Hmm. So so lah. And, even i think now me myself is in a hard state. Which is like a poor guy you noe. No money. I understand my mum situation. Sometimes when i ask money , she would say , " ibu tkde duit tao, anak senang2 mintak mintak. kalau ibu tkde duit, mcm maner leh hidup. ibu gadai semua gelang2 ibu kerane nk kasi anak duit". Wahliao. My hands felt so heavy to even ask for money. Its ok. As a child, i will help. Dont worry mum, i will guide you no matter what. Well, i felt like im changing. Not changing in what, but changing something in life. Since that attachment, i felt like im working. How is it felt when times to work. To find money. You must have the patience in your heart. Hmm. Missing something? I guess so. No need to elaborate here. Will always te'amor . Bye.

Obssession.

2010-04-17T03:49:00.000-07:00

It was early in the morning, and my heart is really lonely. Just thinkin about you baby got me twisted the head. And I dont know how to take it, but its drivin me so crazy. I dont know if it's right, I'm tossin and turnin. It's 4 o'clock in the morning, and I still cant sleep. Thinking about your beauty it makes me weep. And also bout yourself too. I feelin hopeless in my home. I dont know what to do, I think I'm in love. Amor no es amor. If this aint love, then what am i feelin? What am I doin wrong? If this aint love, Is this an illusion that I have in my heart. And I know you aint my lady, I'm tryin to make this right. I dont know what to do, I'm going outta my mind.

I Wonder.

2010-04-15T12:37:00.000-07:00

Quotes Loves.

2010-04-12T11:51:00.000-07:00

Just a Quotes ?

You can see it deeply inside the words.

2010-04-12T11:47:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU

2010-04-12T11:33:00.000-07:00

IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU

Your Miss.

2010-04-11T10:59:00.000-07:00

I miss someone so much now. So much. So much!! Arghhh!! hahahah. -.-. Tomorrow must go to school. Oh yeah, a sudden sick attack me. I dont why. Hmm. Still not okay but im fighting for it.

Rela ku terus setia
menyayangi mu, menyintai mu
walao berjauhan.

2010-04-11T10:52:00.000-07:00

Perform at Lucky Plaza, bar. Lazy to elaborate much bout that. Thats how we dress ourself. Bye.

Home Alone.

2010-04-09T08:24:00.000-07:00

One whole day staying at home. My mum did say she like it me like this . And wish to be like that everyday. I will try mummy. So , hmm.. Im not as what you might think . Im not PF okay. For me, its nothing about it though. If you think that im a PF, well.. cant say anything. Tomorrow is my performance! Wahliao! Im not feeling nervous or scared. Just feel like, tomorrow performance? So fast. Performing at lucky plaza level 3. Its a bar. Filipino bar. There's 4 or 5 bands performing. No win or lose. They will just pick who will be the lucky band to be sponsored by. Catch us on Internet and tv i think? Best of luck to us. Btw, i passed my exam, but my gpd is not good enough. Hmm. Thats all for today. Loves.

Glory Man United.

2010-04-08T11:10:00.000-07:00

Manchester United lose to Bayern Munich in Champions League. Aggregate 4-4. But they won their away goal. In the first half, man u played brilliantly well. First goal by gibson, followed by nani scored 2 goals. Nani played well too. Valencia great right wing to help to assist the goal. Comes to second half, bayern change their satistic to a great passing style which made man u cant follow what their trying to do. Wonderful goal by arjen robben . Man u comes to a weak point while bayern still strongly playing and searching for goals to defeat their opponent.

Final whistle from the referee. Firstly thought, man u won the game. But, i didnt know bayern won their away goal. Damn it. Its ok. Man U still have EPL. Next match, Man U vs Man City. Will rooney play? We shall see then.

I miss spending my time with her. Hmm. Hopefully, it will go back to how we used to.

Thats all for today. Bye Bye.

I Miss You

2010-04-05T05:58:00.000-07:00

When I miss you, I don't have to go far ... I just have to look inside my heart because that's where I'll find you.

A Little Poem To You.

2010-04-05T05:43:00.000-07:00

With each passing day
I look forward to seeing you
It's almost as if my life was shattered
And now your here
My dream come true

I never thought
Feelings would grow
But you proved me wrong
It's almost like a love song

Your that girl
That has won me over
Your that girl
That I want a little bit closer

Your that girl
I wake up to see
Your that girl
I always want next to me

Your that girl
Who makes me laugh
Your that girl
That never makes me sad

Your that girl
With those beautifull eyes
Do you beleive in love at first sight?

I just want you to know
I don't know where this will go
I want it to be special
I can promise you so

I wont brake your heart
I wont make you cry
I wont give you any doubts
Ill tell you why?

Why I wont hurt you
Because thats not like me
Why Ill make you laugh
Cuz your as beautifull as can be

Why you'll smile
Because it's another nice day
Or another reason
Is cuz I'm here to stay

I want you to know
How much you really mean
I can't descirbe it in words
Cuz it's to strong of a feeling

I wish you could look inside my heart one day
See how much it's been torn and repaired
And how it beats as you sooth all my pains away

I wish you could look deep into my eyes
And make all the wishes in the world
I'll try to make them come true
As long as you'll one day be my girl

Or at times of need
I've proved to be here
No not because I have to
But becuase your special my dear

So I'll make this simple
Short and Sweet
Your not like other's
You almost mean the world to me.

This is a poems that suits to someone i know. Its not about thinking to have a sweet talk to you. If you feel it is, sorry to say. If you think i am, then all this awhile, u think that i am. Its for you. Bye.

Love Throughout.

2010-04-05T05:17:00.000-07:00

Sitting in my bedroom alone.
Listening to songs we used to listen to.
Thinking back to when we met.
Thinking how much I really miss you.

Looking at our photo,
tears fill my eyes.
Looking at how happy we were.
How I didn't realise.

I miss everything.
From dancing, to fighting,
to you holding me close to your heart.
I miss our cuddles.
I try to forget but I cant.

2 years since we met.
Its gone so fast.
Yet it still feels like just yesterday,
since we were living our perfect past.

You told me the past has gone,
and that we remain apart.
You also said you see me in your future,
and that I'll always have your heart.

Those words I'll never forget.
Because I believe every word.
I also believe in never-ending love,
and a love that is no longer heard.

So forever I'll whisper.
I'll whisper 'I love you.'
I hope you hear me calling,
because you know my whispers true.

Top Pick.

2010-04-05T05:05:00.000-07:00

Lil Wayne aka Wezzy baby.

Drop It Like His Hot.

Yound Money. Rich.

Damn his my favourite.

Salam Takziah Nenek.

2010-04-04T23:44:00.000-07:00

Salam takziah kepada allahyahhamah Haja Leha, nenek kepada Muhammad Shaqir. Tepat pada 10.22, ia telah pon menghabeskan nyawa dan nafas nyer. Aku rasa bersalah kerana silap ku. Kerana, 2 hari sebelom dier meninggal, aku ader video nya. Aku bergurau dgn dier, ketawe, joget. Bagiku, ia tidak salah kerana ia hanya bergurau sahaja. Aku rindu akan gurau nya. Video itu hanya boleh membuat sebagai kenangan bagi aku.
Aku diberitahu ia sudah pergi masa aku sedang menonton anugerah hitz di suria. Dan aku menerima mesej dari shaqir mengatakan bahwa minggu depan kita ada jamming. Beberapa minit kemudian, aku menerima panggilan dari dier bahwa nenek nya sudah pergi dengan tangisan. Aku terperanjat. Aku hubungi suhaimi(kawan saya) , untuk bersiap pergi ke hospital, CGH. Aku meminta tolong qayyum supaya menghantar kita ke CGh. Tiba disana, keluarga shaqir sedang melalak dengan penuh tangisan. Dan aku pula tidak boleh melihat org menangis. Terlambat bagi aku untok meminta maaf kepadanya. Aku mencium pipi nya. Aku, suhaimi, shaqir dan adek beradek nya gergas balek untok mengemas dan bersiap sedia. Setelah habes semua, aku suhaimi dan qayyum pon pergi lah makan di Al-salam. Diantar oleh Teddy. Sampai di rumah pukul 6. 6.45 sheikh menghantar kami balek pulang ke rumah suhaimi. Pukol 9.30 sheikh menghantar kami juga ke rumah shaqir. Arwah sedang dimandi oelh kaum wanita. Dan akhir sekali, Allaryahhamah dikebumikan dengan selamat. Amin.

2010-04-01T09:07:00.000-07:00

Stay As ONe.

2010-03-26T13:33:00.000-07:00

Feeling happily as we are getting closer again like last time. Hopefully, there's no being apart again.

Damn.

2010-03-22T13:25:00.000-07:00

Suddenly i feel JEALOUS AND PAIN .

WHY??

Still Strong

2010-03-22T11:06:00.000-07:00

Its the patience of the hearts that matters me. I dont know why i seem to simply wait and wait. Mayb you hurt me once. But, with my strong heart and soul, still waiting. Time suck when moments are meant to last forever. Sometimes, time predict when we gonna going separate ways. Its tells us that this is the time we gonna say the last goodbye. We wish to stay longer with the one we loves. But, its time tt sucks.

Am i saying the lame things here? If do, pls tell me. But I aint gonna delete this is post. :).

Went to interview just now with someone. And when we were to think bout it, it does not worth it and we think its not rightable. Paitao? Haha. Label as blacklist? Hmm. We thinking of cancelling the work.

Its just not nice working there and serve people bad drinks.

And somemore, we the only malays.

How could we just work there?

Rite?

Anyway, Im happy that we are still going strong.

Hmm. Love her alot.

I MISS YOU

2010-03-21T13:39:00.001-07:00

I MISS HER SO MUCH! mISS THE OLD US. FROM STRANGER, NOW WE BECOME NO STRANGER.

Be strong in everything. Im here to be there for you if you need me. I will try my best. Im gone to sleep now. Toodles.

Glory Glory.

2010-03-21T00:53:00.000-07:00

Say Glory to Red Devilz.

They are the best Epl team. The best of all. A champions. The Kings of All. Wayne Rooney is in a top hot form now. So, be careful Liver-Fool. You aint gonna stop him from dribbling and getting the ball. Once he get the ball, he get the goal. Trust me.

Go Rooney! Go Red Devilz. Trash them as much as you can. xoxo.

One Word.

2010-03-20T12:06:00.001-07:00

One word for me?

Im gonna sleep now. Tired and sleepy. Bye.

Tired And Sleepy.

2010-03-17T19:44:00.000-07:00

Fucking tired after a hard work from 8pm-8am. Its fun but tiring. Get 70 bucks. Today, tomorrow and sat there's work to do. I cant come 3 days straight. Its either today or tomorrow i go.

Thats all i gonna post. Freaking tired rite now. Riez in wonderland now. Bye.

2010-03-16T14:16:00.000-07:00

Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain, but you cant have a rainbow without a liitle rain.

Happiness is what we human beings wants to have in their lives, dont we? Who doesnt want happiness? Everybody wants it. But, this is life. There's ups and downs. There's tears behind it. Happiness like, it come and it go. Its doesnt always stay. You dont wish sadness in your lives rite? Life is fair. But sometimes, hmmm.

Reflect It.

2010-03-15T11:29:00.000-07:00

Dont blame anybody if you yourself pushed the one you want suddenly not there for you anymore. Its your fault then.

Looks Is Great

2010-03-15T03:32:00.000-07:00

Whoever thinks that he or she is ugly,

remember that God loves Ugly.

Dont think too much. Even if ure ugly, you are still a human being. Love the way you are. Dont ever look down on yourself, have a self-esteem. Dont think the one that are perfect is perfect. They look great in outside, but ugly in inside.

And i noe this is a lame post. -.-.

Bahhh. I just wanna post this. Smile and Wink**

I want a H.

2010-03-15T03:15:00.000-07:00

The thing that i want now is Happiness. Can someone give me that?

Life is just unfair. What they want from me? I gave or show them love, care and consern. But, what do i get? What i get was just like a paper floated in the air. Its like something i show and gave, was like nothing to them? I have been always treated like this. Something i want , i will never get. People said, 'patience is the most important thing you must have'. I do have it. But, sometimes its take for granted.

I wrote this post , doesnt mean im ego or whatever shit. Its my feeling. Never do i ask for sympathy. I hate that word if people were to say that to me. Mayb its true, im too irritating even though i have love, care and consern to them. What someone said to me was right. Mayb im too irritating. Frustrated being with me, i guess.

Those who are in a relationship, appreciate what you have. You get what you wanted. So, dont be stupid to lost them for nothing. Im jealous when seeing other 'couples' out there.

And ouh, I Love The Way I are. Toodles.

Carry Out

2010-03-12T11:44:00.000-08:00

Money! Money! Money! Money! Money!

That's what is in my mind. Currently, i have two jobs. One is as STA Universal Aerospace. The other one is, working as a waitor at Chijmes. The bar called Bobby's. Yesterday took a course at seletar west camp, study the things and stuffs. Took a test, after that went to paya lebar airport to work. Its tiring but fun. Get to know new friends. get paid, went to geylang to eat. Went home by taxi. Sleep until i didnt noticed i was late for work. Suppose to be there before 4, but i wake up at 3.10. So, took a bath, ask my mum to iron my clothe. Wear black top and bottom, smart shoe. Went there by taxi.

Firstly, its my new experience working as a waitor. Somemore its a bar. Get to know the staffs. There's a briefing before start work. Everybody has a job to do as its a very busy day. There's a event and we ourself must be quick, alert and be cheerful to the guest. I was like asking many questions you know. ASk this ask that. Of course lah, i was new worker there-.-'.

There's 5oo guest attend the show. At first was boring. But, its fun without knowing it.

Finished at 130. Took a rest about half an hour. Went back by taxi again. Overall, its fun working as a waitor. YOu find it very tiring, but you will enjoyed it. Haha. Miss that someone so much . Hmm. When can i meet her? Soon, i guess.

Little Not Too Late

2010-03-08T20:22:00.000-08:00

31st Jan 2010 - 9th Mar 2010 .

I guess u need to be alone for yourself. I wont be disturbing you . We are still friends , dont we? Thanxs for the moments u spend time with me. I really enjoyed it. Its good to have known you. Mayb im too much for caring you. Your a nice gerl should i say. Choose the right path for you. Think what best for you. Dont make yourself close to someone you think should not. Make friends to whom you think they called themselves a friend. And i think you wont need me anymore. Serve me right. I want you to lead a happy life ahead. Create a new life. Im still waiting for you to call neither to text me. You can treat me like a friend or enemy. Aim for what you want dear. You still have a far journey ahead. Find a useful path and not a black path, black journey. Im sure you noe what you want. I guess i will write till here. Im saying all this doesnt meant its end of us. Its just a matter of feelings. Find me if you want to. And PLS. Dont Take Drugs. Take care.

tHIS IS what I feel.

2010-03-06T00:55:00.000-08:00

GOTTA FEEL LIKE WERE DYING .

Situation now have been a bad one for me.

How am i going to face this?

I want it to be just fine and steady.

I didnt ask you much.

Simple thing from me to you.

Can you make it?

Im trying to be patience for

what i have now.

Mayb this is a test for me..?

I will accept any of it.

Caught in a bad situation.

2010-03-01T22:34:00.000-08:00

Whats happening with things around me nowadays? Im getting frustrated, irritated, sick and tired of all this. I noe you guys consern bout me, but there's ntg to be so too much. My second bro reaaly testing my patience. Dont let me treat you like an enemy. I can do anything to you if you want to. Dont act like you're so brave or wanna act tough.

Gotta live like were dying ~

Nobody seems to understand me. Who can just listen to my feelings? ArrgHH. I dont want it to be in this way for me.

Im getting fcuked up in my lyfe now.

Stuck on replay.

2010-02-23T07:39:00.000-08:00

I had to start to save money for my own. Its hard to earn a living without having a cash with you. And i just make a master card for me to save money. I must find work. I wanted to go to sentosa to take the skyride. Suddenly im thinking of it. Hmm. I guess when I have the money then i'll go.

I have been not coming to school for quite sometimes. I dont why suddenly i felt lazy to go. And i received debarment letter from school. And i did appeal. I hope they could accept me back. I have to leave that school with a nitec certificate, without it i think its hard for me to find job. Hmm.

Its kinda boring to view at my profile as there's no much picture. Hmm. Bored bored bored.

I guess till here. Bye.

2010-02-20T00:22:00.000-08:00

Im so the boring at home. Sitting in front of the laptop and a towel hanging around my neck. And my friend were like forgotten about me as today and tomorrow got rewang at taman jurong. And i was like dont know how to go there. Well, mayb yes mayb no. Not quite sure. I just want money. Hmm.

I will just go with the flow first. See how things goes. Which path i should take or walk? Hmm.

My mum is sick. She's feel heartbroken after what this someone done to her. Haiz, i dont want to elaborate much. Just keep quiet loh.

Be alone.

2010-02-18T06:33:00.000-08:00

Who understand me? I simply becoming to lost everything i have. People might think im emo here emo there. Bullshit! I aint no fucking emo. Who bothers about my feeling? No one. Fuck! I lost someone i truly loved before already. Its enough for me. Is it fair for me? People started to be rude at me. Called me L*****. Funny rite? For you all its funny uh. Grow up lah guys. Is this what you called friend? I have no one to turn to rite now. Even if i shed my tears, there's nobody gonna help me.

Yeah, im easily shed my tears. Its like, i cant control. You can say what you wanna say. But this is me. Im really down. I guess, i will do my own things for now. Takecare everyone.

A little words from me ; Treasure the person u loved. Take the courage to tell the person that you love them. Dont miss the chance. Grab it. Fight for it. Dont put hope on them if you think youre not confident. So please, treasure it.

Say I Do.

2010-02-18T03:03:00.001-08:00

So yea, any impression about me? This is just for fun. Nothing better to do. If you do have any impression of me, just tag me aites. Winks.

Im sorry.

2010-02-15T08:38:00.000-08:00

I dont know why seems to be always a disturber to create any kind of things. Without fail, it will happenned. I dont want to say out who. This is my blog, its my say.. Those who hate it, just walk away and fcuk off. Everytime when ure with me, there's ntg to fight. There's no problems to face. But, when ure with my friends, you seem to change. I know you used to have guy friends, but sometimes i hate it. Yea, jealousy is the thing in me. But, what to do. I just dont want us to fight . I want us to be happy. I noe sometimes i dont realise what im doing. Im sorry for that. You should have known what i dislike. You said you wanted to take care of my heart, but you did not.

I noe ure pissed of by me. I just wanted to meet u, spent tyme with you even though my friends were there. But, i cant. Forgive me once again. Im sorry.

14 feb 2010. A surprise thing happened. I wont forget that date, day and time.

Tonight.

2010-02-13T10:12:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went chilling at east coast park, until the next morning as qayyum having a picnic with his family and cuz's. Went home at 3 plus, reached home, took a rest. Then, went to meet 'her' at Raffles City Link, as she finished work. Supposed to reached her work place at 6, but standard of me always late, haha. Took a train, drop at City Hall, walked until i lost. Seriously. Walked until Suntec City Mall, walk back to marina square, then to Milenium walk, i was like participating for amazing race, no hp to call her. Perspiring myself. Gosh! Watch shows going to 7pm. And i havent reached her work place, so what i did?

Muka tak tau malu, borrowed hp laa. So far, there's 5 person i asked. Only this mat salleh man lend it to me. Thanks alot! haha. Luckily, she still at her workplace. Damn tired! But, nevermind. At least get to meet her. So, chill, smoke, talk, for about 3 hours, then our stomach getting hungry. So, ate at Raffles City macdonald. After that, bought a Marlboro Red, slack at the bridge near clarke quay.

And guess what?!? This was not as planned. We were talking, laughing out loud, until i heard a very loud sound, i thought it was lightning or something, but it was fireworks. She was just wanted to sit in front of me, landing at my chest.. And suddenly there was a firework. Dont you think that sweet+romantic? haha. I smiled while watching the firework.

And she said, ' Nysha mcm nk suroh drg letak Nysha sayang riez pat firework tu." Something like that uh. Serious, we were both talking and laughing, until she sat in front of me, dere's firework. *Smile*.

Haiz. Im addicted to her. Not because of what, im becoming to fallen to her. Fact!

Am i in a relationship? Soon? Hmm. Btw, addicted to a song called 'Tonight' by Fm Static.

I ____ her. Do you ____ me too? Hmm.

Falling In Love ?

2010-02-08T02:52:00.000-08:00

Okay. Just to write something about us. We just known for quite a few weeks, noe her through qayyum as this gerl here is 'mak cik' qayyum. She's quite a cool gerl, sweet, chubby and sometimes crazy. I seems to like her. And, i dont know why i kep thinking bout her. Weird feeling uh should i say.. I cant deny it to myself though. I like and love her. Am i fALLing in love? Did she felt the same feeling towards me? I cant say to people "hey, she's mine'. Prasan pulak nanti. Are we sweet enough? Can she accept me for who i am?

And, i had a very bad dream yesterday. Just dont wanna say it. I hope that dream was just a uneccessary dream. Hmm.

Weird But True.

2010-02-07T11:05:00.000-08:00

Kinda weird. Very weird. Now Now!! My heart seems to tell me something that I should know. Dont tell me....?? But, isnt it too fast? Just for 1 week plus.., and this weird feeling just pop out my mind and heart. Hmm.

Know her through qayyum, as she is qayyum 'makcik sedare'. Kiwek! Mak Cik sdare ehk.!! Haha. She's kinda cool for me. Cute. Sweet. Chubby. The way she talked, react all i like. Somemore the 'Ahh sudahh lahh' is her favourite word. And my favourite word are, 'Now! Now!'. Well, been chatting with her since 1st feb 2010. Boleh tahan jugak mata kau Nysha? haha. And we build our name as, 'NysHARIez'. Cool rite?

I kinda find it weird. Serious shit. Its like, a sudden knowing each other. Kiwek! Hmm. LIfe just have to move on for me. Yeah, tats right. Now! Now!

Time now is 3.52am in the morning and yet im not off to bed. Soon lah kay. Takecare.

Am I ?

2010-02-04T08:19:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was fun. Really fun. Slack at qayyum house. There's six people in the house. Slack until seven plus, and we decided to go rounding by qayyum car. So, we went to suhaimi place to wash the car first. It was fun. Play water all. After finish washing, qayyum and suhaimi sent suhaimi neighbour to somewhere while we the rest went up to imi house to rest for awhile. Sit down, talk, laugh. Then we decided to go to ktm at tanjong pagar to eat. But before that, went to my place as i wanna changed my shirt.

Then proceed to tanjong pagar to eat. Hear song inside the car, sing along. After that, went to seletar to slack. There's this place i never been there before. Play kite, take picture, smoke, and all of us who wanna try to drive the car also can. Turn by turn. Haha! I pass!! Chey Chey!

Then sent nysha home as it was 4 am already. She stay teban?! Jauh per. Haha. I had a great day yesterday. Bye.

There's something to be telling me.

2010-01-31T03:36:00.000-08:00

This is not the end of it. Im hoping for it to be real one day. If fate want us to be only friend, then i guess we are friend. Its my fault by doing that mistakes. I will take it as a lesson for me. As until now, i still dont know what to do. Should i wait for the day to come? Should I just let it go? Been thinking bout it. BUt, still no answer for it. Its hard for me. Well, mayb I should just wait the answer for me. May God support me to it.

Time to be who i am.. Finally, I believe my dream will unfold. Its like being touched by an angel. I dont know what my dream are. Im thinking of what I want now, for me., yes. My heart seems to tell me something. I am figuring it out what it is. Hmm. And, im changing for myself right now. Just to be my own self, not copy paste from someone. Dye my hair last week. Half being use by my 1st bro, and the other half of it, i use them. Not like typical matrep, but just the colour of the hair. No more matrep of me. Use to be last time but not now. I hate it when looking past of me. -.-''.

Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow.

2010-01-24T05:21:00.000-08:00

I have been a good boy you noe. Go to school everyday. And, everyone start to say that im different. I used to wear tight pants or jeans. But noe, i wore like that type in the above picture. I wanna changed my style now. Amin.

Missed the times we went out together. I had fun going out with them as we laughed,chill and stuffs. But now, we seldom went out together as everyone is busy with their own life.

And, as for my bestfriend 'S', this is for you k. You must be strong as your grandmama is in a critical condition. I noe things are getting more serious looking at your grandmama rite now. I been liked you before. I experienced it before. I noe how you feel. But, the more you think about it, the more pressure you have in mind. You stress thinking about her. She's only 65, still young. Hmm, let just pray for her to be awake. Pray hard for your grandmama. She wouldnt like to see you crying if she awake. Insya'allah, she will be ok.

And as for my uncle who been warded at hospital, i hope ure fine now. His leg had operation last week, as got something called 'nana' at the left leg. Both of his leg at the foot part covered with black colour thing. Its because of 'kencing manis'. So, everyday i would visit him, after school or when i have the free time. Hope he can be home soon.

Sick of This Life.

2010-01-18T09:17:00.000-08:00

Why must my fren treat me in that kind of way? Do they hate me? Im starting to feel something about it. Everybody seems to treat me like shit i could say. Arrgghhh! I seems to feel like im nobody frens. Where am i gonna share my problems with? Who could wanna listen to my probs and all? I wish someone could just be with me or to spare time to listen to my problems. I feel uncomfortable right now with things surrounding me. And im starting to feel irritated now. Drop that topic. I received a call from my cousin saying that my uncle just warded at Changi Hospital. His leg was in pain. And, operation are needed right away. Hopefully he's ok. Im visiting him tomorrow after school. And, that place where im visiting is a memory for me. Haiz.... Im going sleep later so everyone takecare. bye.

It's Really Hard.

2010-01-17T04:47:00.000-08:00

I have wasted my time yesterday. Firstly, went to town with friends, go ate at far east , smoke, then went to several shop as i wanted to buy shoe for me. But, what i have in my wallet is not enough to buy them. Nvm, will save some money to buy the shoe. After that, went to home club at clarke quay as it free entry. Okay, its my first time honestly i went to club. First thought, it would be fun, but when i went inside, after dancing and dancing, i felt like it was too boring. I should have gone to meet someone instead. Haiz... Im just stressed up i think. I dance just not to stressed. Bah. Six more months to go and im 19. So that fast? I have to start to changed my attitude as my age becoming older. I have to changed but not that fast. Slowly i will changed. I still can't get her out of my mind. AAaaarRRgghH.! What this suppose to mean? Its really hard. Bye.

If there's hope.

2010-01-13T09:15:00.001-08:00

School is just like fuck. Schedule this year changed. I thought it would be better from last year. But it worst. Every day 8-5.30 except for wednesday 1-5. Another three months left and it would be attachment after that. Im lazy but what to do, life must still go on. My plan was to stop studying now, serving for ns and after completing my National Service, then i will continue study. Cos when I think of it, after i completed my NS, should i work or continue study? hmm. ?????????.

Well, im still young and still need to enjoy life. I just cant find relationship that could last long. But, what to do? Im the type that once i interested in that gerl, I would only be with her. I just want someone to take care of me, entertain me, love me,.. i cherish the long relationship/friendship i have with someone. What I like about this someone is, she matured enough. She just so lovely. You should be so good enough to have someone like her. I never been loved a person like this before. Deeply plus honestly, i felt proud to have god introduce her to me.

There's someone who was very lucky to have her. He should be proud and thankful. Well, mayb if you guys read this post, you would think what the hell am i talking all about, and im sorry if my english was not that good. Im just saying that, what God gave an opportunity to us, or gave us a gift, you should appreciate it.

I always said this to myself, " Mayb this time, you are someone else. You can cry as much as you want, cos you lose someone u deeply love. But, if there's hope or chance for me, i would grab it and took it just for me. I will not let that opportunity wasted just like that." What my wish right now if I could spent my time with her for the rest of my life. I hope so. I will keep praying for it. Neverless, would i forget about you that easily.

Peace on you.

2010 be a new life for me.

2010-01-03T05:30:00.000-08:00

I find it interesting and nice bout the phone. Its just simple phone and with a good function in it. You can logg-ed in Facebook and Messenger. Both my brothers are using it. I have other choice in mind, but this phone is only one that appears in my mind. Bah. But, my mum wouldn't let me buy with a line contract as she worried i might use so much. Haiz.. So, i must buy only without contract. Now, im using a Motorola V3 phone which my first brother lend it to me. Hmm. I have many things to buy for myself but, its tke times as i have no cash with me. I want mp3, Handphone and psp. Lambat lagik baru boleh dpt tu.

Yesterday, had a pit at east coast park as shaqir invited us. Actually, tat day i had another plan, which 'S' wanted me to come at her friend chalet at costa sand. I did wait for her call. Waited and waited, didnt receive any calls or msges. So, I called her house thrice, first call her 14 year old brother answered and say she not back home yet. Second and third call her mom answered and said the same thing too. I was started to feel worried. Until my friend invited me to his pit. I said to him that i will conferm to you later as i got other plan. At 7 plus, she still nowhere to be heard. And i feel something diff in my mind. So, took a bath, getting ready and went to wait for my friend as he with his family joining too. Went there by car. While waiting for him, she called me. She just arrived at her friend chalet. At first she told me not to come as she would be busy. So ok, i did listen to her. Then she message me saying that she thought that i would come. Hmm.

And after reading your post, i felt as if im losing you. But i told myself, youre not losing her. Dont think negatives. I dont know how would it feel if u were to leave me. Im sorry if i asked you to go home when i was crying. Its not my intention to ask you to go either. I want you to be by my side. Yes, i do. How important you to me when i cried, and i realise it. I just could prayed for us. Can i ask my mum to pray for us? I have to be strong. I just have to wait for your decision.

Is there any meaning for us to be together for 2 yrs? Is this a fate? Well, i hoped so. My first and last.

2009-12-16T01:18:00.000-08:00

How much I hearts you, it cant count. How much I love you, no words would replace it. How much u meant for me, nobody can take you away from me. Im so happy to have you in my life. You captured my heart. Its was stolen by you. Haiz..

How great if we could be as one item. I prayed and prayed hoping to be with you. Hmmmmmmmmm. Yesterday was like wanting for everyday. I like itt so mmmuuuchhh. Btw, im so sorrryyy for leetttinggg youuu to waiitttt for mmmeeeee tilllll you caannnnt sllleeeeppp. Im sooorrryyyy onnce agggaiiin. Whatever it is, i still love you.

Someday someone might come into your life
and love you the way you've always wanted.
If your someday was yesterday, learn.
If your someday is tomorrow, hope.
If your someday is today, cherish.

Misses.

2009-12-14T22:44:00.000-08:00

Im back to Singapore! Three days two night for me at batam trip was still not enough as Im not satisfied with the shopping thingy. What I bought was only a black belt, a jacket, four bangles and three pack of ciggarettes. Thats all I bought for myself. We went there to shopping and buy things , but my parents was like wanted to save money. Gosh! Went there just to save money rather then shopping? When i wanted to ask money to buy things, they say they have no money.. BUt i noe they have it but wanted to save. Haiz...

We had great activities planned by the tour guide. Her name is Florence. Lawa sih dier^^, tapi baby saya lagik lawa. Tidak perlu tau siapa nama nya. We play go-kart you noe. Only my cousin's and my two uncle play, it was fun. One round is 10 000 rupiah, so we play ten rounds and it cost us 100 000 rupiah. That means singapore money is around 13 to 14 dollars. They had started playing while my engine was spoiled. So i have to change car. I catch up all of them but some of them were already 2 round and i was just one round. I challenge all of them you noe. I was like Michael Schumacher if i was not wrong. Bah!

Then we had karaone night session which my cousin sister booked a big room. It can have 15 people in a room. But all the songs are so boring siak. Only English songs, Mandarin songs, Malaysia songs, Indonesia songs and Korean songs. I wanted to sing Wali band songs but couldn't find it. So, all we sing was dangdut, english and malay song. Quite fun lah actually. Me and my cousin play tambourine everytime the music was played. Then procceed to our own hotel to rest as tomorrow is our day to go home. I missed my baby so much when i was in batam. Im thinking what you are doing there, have you eaten or everything. But you said i dont miss you?!?! Slap your cute thingy then you noe.

Reached Singapore at 6. Went for a drink and eating then around 7 plus went home by taxi. Called my baby once i reached home. Gee^.^.

Will uploads the picture soon. Take Care peeps.

Im not giving up

2009-12-08T22:53:00.000-08:00

I'm in need of money! Arrrgghhhh!! I have many things to buy in my mind right now. I want to buy hp, psp, shirts, pouch, shoe. Many things right? haiz. I wanna work and have my own money. I've already apply for Giant but didn't receive any response from them. Sigh. Nevermind, will be finding another job for me soon.

I miss her so much, i miss us too. I miss the time we laugh out loud together. But, something is different. The way she talked to me and all that. I just hope u still need, love and want me. I've been hoping hard to want us being together as one item. One that need each other, care for each other, love each other, even if we quarrels we still have that in us. Btw, im happy to see that you are working and having your paid to buy things for yourself. But, dont ever spend too much, save some for your family kies?

And btw, this friday im going to batam. Cant wait for that. Im gonna miss my baby so muach*sad face*. I wanna hug her and kiss her before i go batam. Can? hehe. I think i update till here, ntg much to say. I evol uoy.

Thank God.

2009-12-06T06:29:00.000-08:00

Well, im bein all alone now since she had started her new job as a waitor. Hmm well its good for as she wanna earn money for herself. I hope you will get a good pay and treat your family, him or your own. I hope you will be fine there and have a good friends around you.

I had a flu since yesterday night till now. And as well as a headache. Im feeling cool, gosh! brrrrrrr. Hmm, next week is my last day of school and will have a 3 weeks of holiday. And on e 11th of dec which is on friday, I will be going to batam with my family and cousin's. I heard there's 40 people going there. We had planned decided by my cousin which was, playing so-called like paintball and karaoke-ing. Its already been booked so fun activities awaiting for us. Cant wait to go there but doesnt meant I will forget my dearest baby who I always adore,love,care and concern. You will always in my mind and heart no matter wat. Trust me kies. Dont leave me and I wont leave you either.

And not to forget, Happy 1 year 7 months for both of us.. Its our anniversary for noeing each other for nearly 2 years. And 3 months for our lovely time. Wow! Dont you think thats long enough? Honestly, I thank god that i found someone like you who can love me for who I am. Sometimes i cried, why she appear in my life so late. How I wish I knew you long ago. The hug, the kisses, the laughter, ups and downs, im loving every single day with you. Only god noe's what i want for myself. I want someone who can love me and take care of me like you do? Will it be you? Insya'allah. Amin.

Last but not least, Happy 1 yr 7 mnths; S_ _ _ _Riez >`!

Hope And Pray

2009-12-03T20:57:00.000-08:00

This is the first time I went such a party. A great plus fun i should say. And it didnt turn out as plan though. Meet them at 10pm at small mac. But before meeting them, slacked with her at my area. Actually she wanted to watch the Dance Explotion at tamp, but she cancel it off as she lazy to go and saying that Im late. So sorry dear. You should noe me better. hahas. And I did plead her to follow me to Sentosa with friends but with a 'NO' come out from her mouth plus shy. But luckily you weren't dere as all my friends are boys. Reached Sentosa at around 11pm or 11 plus, but guess wat?!? The transport to go there had just finished service. So? We have to walked from Vivo City to Sentosa. Gosh!! But, its fun actually hahak. Reached Sentosa, we walked past the wavehouse beach party and had a lot of mat salleh's. And the song made us wanna go in. The entrance fee is 30 dollars and i had no money to go in. *sad face* bah!! But four of my friends wanted to go in as they have mmoney. So we sit down at one place to rest ourself. And got these a bunch of Salleh's waiting for cab and all of them wearing a orange tag. So, one of my friends asked them whether if this tag can be use again, and they say can. So my friend asked whether they can give us as they no longer use it. And only 3 of them gave us. Lokek siak yang laen. But never mind. As we walked to the wavehouse, we found some tag at the floor, and we managed to get it. So, some of us make a replacement for a new one. And everybody get to go in. Wah! First ever time in my life to have went such a great and fun party. Woooooooooo!!

Well, this 8 december will be my friend court. Hmm, quite shocked hearing that news from him. I hope it will be probation for him. Dont worry, you will be remembered by me and friends. Take care of yourself when ure inside. And wantedboyz will be left with 3 person. Haiz. Well, must move on with life people say. Huhuk.

What occurs in my mind is, I feared that i will get nothing in the end from you. We love each other and wanting to be together one day. Hmm, you have to make a right and confident answer for yourself for what you wanted to be with. Yeah, its my fault to take people's gf. Fate brought us like this???? ** Aku tak nak dipersiakan orang yang aku inginkan dan dinanti2 kan untok 2 tahun menunggu. Aku dah make effort nak kan dier abeh tiba2 ader org ckp jng letak harapan sgt. Haiz. Aku doa2 suatu hari nanti, kau dan aku akan bersama, dan doa supaya kau akan senang membuat keputusan.**

I love her so much. She's been good to me for all the time. Never ever I loved someone so much. I just dont want other guy to take her from me when she with me. Jealous? of course, fact.fact.fact!! I hope you understand my feelings. Far from what I noe, you have many friends, guy friends i mean. Even though u didnt entertain them, but im just worried, thats all.

I think i will update till here. Will be going out later. Take care everyone. Cherish the person you love or else you will lost it.

2009-11-14T00:17:00.000-08:00

This is a pic during Kak Baizurah & Abg Gai wedding day.
This is all the cousin's left.
And this is all wat we called happiness.
Insya'allah

Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored

2009-11-13T02:05:00.001-08:00

Can I say today is e boring day for me. Right now im sitting down infront of my laptop, doin the same all fucking things such as Facebook, Tagged, Blog, Youtube, Messenger. Nothing more I could do. Whereas, people's out dere surely having fun with friends, families or even couples.

Its friday today and its best to go out, chill or catch a movie. Eventually, deres a new movie show coming up to watch. And here i am sitting at home like a bird waiting for his partner or whoever to ask me out. But who cares? Haiz.

Do i have a partner? Yes? or No? hmmmmmmms.

I do have but, she have her owns too. So, no doubt bout it. Its been a long time since i last watch movie. Mayb tomorrow? Erggghhhhh.

I wanted to watch it today!!!!!!!!!! Can someone ask me out?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Take care everybody. Boringggggggggggg!

2009-11-12T20:07:00.001-08:00

Did you know?!

-kissing is healthy.
-bananas are good for period pain.
-it's good to cry.
-chicken soup actually makes you feel better.
-94 percent of boys would love it if you sent them flowers.
-lying is actually unhealthy.
-it's actually true, boys DO insult you when they like you.
-89 percent of guys want YOU to make the first move.
-it's impossible to apply mascara with your mouth closed.
-chocolate will make you feel better.
-most boys think it's cute when you say the wrong thing.
-a good friend never judges.
-a good foundation will hide all hickeys
-boys aren't worth your tears.
-we all love surprises.

WHAT EACH KISS MEANS
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready.
-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.
-Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything.
-Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends.
-Kiss on the Hand; I adore you.
-Kiss on the Neck; We belong together.
-Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you.
-Kiss on the Lips; I love you.

What the gesture means...
-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.
-Slap on the Butt; That's mine.
-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.
-Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you.
-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.
-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.
-Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.
Advice;
Don't ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.

First, i like u. Then i luv u, Now, im afraid to lose u. You were the only one who cn be in my heart. And I hope we cn never ever be apart.

2009-10-12T07:53:00.000-07:00

Riez is currently on Hiatus.

Will be back very soon.

Peace.

2009-10-02T00:11:00.000-07:00

Here's a pic of my family and cousin's.
Do enjoy itt!!

Only those are left.

2009-10-01T23:40:00.000-07:00

Do enjoy e pics!!...

Outings with friends on hari raya..

And sorry for not updating for quite so long, been busy with some stuffs.

Will update more soon.

tc!

2009-09-21T03:34:00.000-07:00

HeyHeyHey..

Just wanna wish all Muslimin and Musliman
"Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir dan batin".
Kalau ader salah silap ke, terkasar bahasa ke riez pada semua,
harap dimaafi.

Btw, sorry for update-ing for how many days as i were too busy
and preparing for hari raya. Will update more soon aye.

" Aku nk duit collection bnyk2 boleh? hahahaha(evil laugh).
Nk buat duit enroll lah, wakakakaka.... k lah tats all k.
Update soon. Tatatititutu.

Great time^^

2009-09-15T12:25:00.000-07:00

HeyHeyHey.....

Its 3.26 am and im not yet asleep.
Waiting for sahur lah kan...
Actually im tired, my leg cramp... dono y argh!
Btw, went to ITE Simei for a preview.. Guess wat?
I join the Art Challenge. Its actually just for ITE Simei students..
but, just act to one of them uhk..hahahahah.*evil laugh*
We choose 2 song tat is Cari Jodoh and Emang Dasar from Wali Band.
I tell u, its a thumbs up for us... SssSEeeddDDaaAApPPPP!!!!
You should hear itt...soonnnnn..!!!!!!

After that, me and faroq went to take bus number 2 to go Geylang.
For whaaat? To break our fast lah then? -.-````
Reached dere, booked a table for 6 of us as the rest are own their way..
4 minutes before we can eat, but they have not yet reached, wahliaoweh...
So called them to ask wat they wants... faroq buy the foods and i buy the drinks,..
After ordered, me and faroq smoke lah kan^^. hahaha....
While smoking, they reached. But the food havent yet served at our table..
"org laen syiok makan, kiter makan asap..haha."
So afetr eat, we jln2 whole geylang.. Okok lah, not too many ppl... But still, bahang
nak mampos sioolll... Accompany faroq buy his baju kurong...
And i saw Nina, Hasri nyer fren. *Sorry tark tego,haha.*

While searching for faroq baju kurong, Azhar and Qayyum joined us..
Finally faroq bought his baju. Buy foods and drinks and find a place to slack..
After that, around 11 plus, take bus to home sweet home.^.^

* Aku nk wish semua kaum muslimin dan musliman,, Selamat Menyambut Ibadah Puasa & Selamat menyambut Bulan Syawal yang tidak lama lagik.. 5 hari lagik. Cpt siol! Mohon maaf zahir dan batin yer.. wakakakkaaa....!!!**

Speak Louder Than Action

2009-09-12T00:48:00.000-07:00

Heloo my fellow blogmates..!!!

AAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaRRRRrrrrrrrhhHHHHhh....!!! (stretching voice).
Just wake up larh seyh. So tired u noe..hmmmmppfffhhhhh.
Yesterday sleep at 6 o'clock. So late, i noe...!

Hmm.., Hari Raya is just 8 days to go. How fast dont you think?
House preparation done. Some not yet done.. So, must prepared all tat quickly.
Today plan will be gg to geylang as i wanna buy my baju kurong lah doh.
Accompany by Azhar,Haidil and faroq. This year will be wearing red,beach,green and orange. So many uh? Some from last year lah wei..doh!!!

I hope i could get alot of money this yr as i want to take my prac.
Aiming to pass next year january. Still counting e days for my single mingle life.
haiya...!! No money,no jobs, no looks.., Gerl wanna tackle me? Dreammmm oonnnnnnn RIEZ!!!!!

"Skg kau nk ckp yang aku elakkan diri dari kau, aku buat kau risau semua...so,kau rasa tark ape yang aku rasa skg? Aku bukan nk sengaje buat gni ataw ape, mmg dier dtg ngn cara sendiri. Kalau aku tark carik kau, kau senyap kan diri..kalau aku tark bilang kau ape aku rasa, aku pon rasa kau tark tahu.. Aku dah malas uh ehk, kau tarkmo nk bandeng kan kwn2 kau ngn kau.. Krg semua treat aku samer jerk. Naseb baik aku puasa taw, lau boleh aku nk maki jerk pat krg. Muka jerk decent tapi perangai nonsence. Satu ari krg2 mintak kene maki ngn aku, fuck rabak2 dari aku baru krg tau... Selagi aku boleh sabar, aku sabar. Once kesabaran aku hilang, devil keluar uh siotz. hahaha. Malas uh nark elaborate panjang2, tark guna pon......."

Tats all post for today aye.
Tc.

To Just Review again

2009-09-07T02:38:00.000-07:00

[T]ak [J]umpe [R]iez !!!!!!
[T]ak [J]umpe [R]indu !!!!!!

**hmm... makin hari makin mendak aku..haiz.. besok exam milling paper, tak nk blaja ke aku? Tapi aku confident aku boleh buat. amin. hmmm....ape lagk nk ckp?..........
no idea uhk...nie aku post pon psl tgh boring.

When Boredom Strikes ^^.

Btw, yng psl post panjang2 tu pat bawah, no offense ehk...aku dh ckp aku let it out semua pat blog aku. Kau geram??...Aku pon geram..!!! Ok? Dh full stop...............
Andand, Hari Raya nk dekat^^, kawan2 dh prepared belom? Hari Raya nanti, dtg taw..
Tingkat brape aku tknk blg, pandai2 krg carik.. Blok aku tinggi dier sampai tingkat 14..So, dari tingkat 1 sampai 14, carik sendiri. Wakakakakakau.!!!!! LAMEKAN? aku tau....Boring siolx....!!!#%$%$^%&^&^*^*.

2009-09-06T13:10:00.000-07:00

* This baby was so cute...!!! hahahah.. he has great chances to be a happy person: instead of getting angry, he might laugh. Do u want to have a baby like this one?

Tats all for today post. Good NYYttEEEzzzz!!!!!

To Just Review

2009-09-06T01:16:00.000-07:00

.... To whom i dedicate this post.....

You just dissappear from me all of a sudden. Ever since tat day we went out, ure just diff to me. I noe its my fault, but must u do this? Yeah, Im not ur bf to scold or control u.. at least treat me as ur frend..cant you do tat?..

..You said ure concentrating ur exams, ok i dont mind. I let u concentrate on it..
..Sometimes, when i wanna make e first move to call u, msg u., sometimes u were not replying, or late reply. Sometimes, u ignored it. Ure just making urself dissappear from me. I hate it so much wen ppl do tat to me. ArRgggHHHHH!!!!!!

**..Lain kali takmo kasi harapan pat aku. Takmu nk b saner, b sini. Cara kau msg aku dh mcm kasi penuh harapan.. Beh kau suka ckp, ^^imy,ily,isy,ind^^ wth! Do u means it wen u msg me all tat? Kalau kau tk sudi nk melayan aku, nk msg2 aku, nk call2 aku, then tak payah. Kdg2 kau ckp kau nk balek, tpi kau ader call? Dah nampak sa kau nk elak dari aku betol? Aku baik2 ngn kau pon, tkde gune nyer uh ehk.. Aku dh ckp sorry, ape lagik kau nk? Kau nk aku bual2 kasar ngn kau aru leh jln?......

.... Tapi time lambat uh nk fanatic2. Aku tk marah kau tapi aku benci cara kau treat aku gni mcm.. Kau ckp kau tak mcm mimi yang boleh berkepit ngn aku, layan aku sepanjang masa. Beh kau ape kurangnyer? Dier at least layan aku, berkepit ngn aku. At least dier show dier ader interest pat aku, yng psl dier bastard aku semua masa tu belom terjadik. Nie kau trz senyap mcm ape... susah uh kdg2 aku nk ckp.. Knape org yang aku nk ngn syg semua buat aku gni..?!?!?!? Ape salah aku? Tapi Kesabaran yang aku tgh lakukan skg. Tapi harus sabar sampai bila???????????????????????????

.. Dah uhk, up to kau uh nk buat ape..tu kau peyh pasal.. lagkpon kau ader jantan jugak pe yang nk kau, so kau tk yah kesah kalau satu dh hilang. Kau still ader yang laen.. Thanxs uh buat aku gni. Amalkan selalu uh siol. Aku tgh puasa, so kene sabar.
hahahah..........................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tu jek uh aku nk ckp.
Chalos, Amigos, Golpos.

Should I Should I not?

2009-09-05T01:21:00.000-07:00

Ola ola PePsi cOLa...!!!

Just wake up actually. Washed my face to give me a fresh look.

Tidy up my room and here i am in front of laptop.

24 hrs aall e wayy!!!!!!!

Yesterday, went to city plaza w my family and sister-in-law fam.

Ate at City Plaza. Pack with many people.

Sat down, ordered our food, and we have to wait for our food,

as we're the last customer.

And guess wat?!? Its tyme to eat, but dere's no food yet.

SO? We have to wait lorh. Kesabaran mesti ader joy.

Lepas makan semua, go jln2 City Plaza, Bazaar, Aniz.

My 1st bro bought his baju raya at $10.

This yr, our families all plan to wear red this yr.

But, i dono whether i should buy or not? shall see.

Today, no plan for me is it? Haiya.

boredboredboredbored.

k lah, i tink tats all.

rizzy wonderboy nk buat bende lain uhk.

bye.!!!!!!!!!

No Regrets, Listen to it

2009-09-03T09:03:00.001-07:00

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2009-09-03T01:47:00.000-07:00

I got everything I want in my LIFE except that GIRLFRIEND...!!!!!!

Mayb not now..Mayb later.Mayb sooner...

I have to be strong in facing all this.

And sory for not updating for past few days, as i was busy with sports and stuffs.

So far, I have not break my fast. good rite^^.

Tak lamer bulan 'syawal' akan menjelma.

So, dh prepare kwn2 ku?

hmm, actually i have no mood to update uh.

So, i guess i stop here.

Tc.

Dere's something I wanna tell you

2009-08-30T23:18:00.000-07:00

I will take all this as my test(cobaan)....

Mayb this is wat God want to test me.

Its okay with me, i will take tat test from him.

hmm...

You all should appreciate wat u have in you.

Insya'allah, you will have a good time with them...

As for me, i dono wat becoming in my life rite now.

Sometimes, deep in my heart.. when i have someone beside me,

I felt grateful and appreciate them to be with me.

Cos im not tat perfect enough u see...

Sometimes i think back in the past,

y someone tat i noe,liked,loved..., treat me like shit.

Firstly, they will talked so sweetly words, kind to me, caring, loving.

But day by day, all tat will become worst.

Y?? Must this happen to me?

Mayb some people would have the same experience with me.

And they noe how is it felt, rite?

Am i too good with them?

Or am i too weak to them?

Mcm org kata...."Kandang2 kau baik sgt, drg pijak kpale kau". "Kasi muka naik kepale".

So, how do i change myself? I admit, i liked tat person, and the love is starting to grow.

Haiz, i do hope and pray everything goin smoothly for me.

Happy2 kay everybody.

Smile always.

tc!

Im yours?

2009-08-29T10:19:00.000-07:00

Hello fellow readers.. Well today not much to post. Im at my cousin crib. Buka pat sini lah... Had a doa2 first then pray. After tat, had our food to be eaten by us.. * what english am i talking sia''* haha, but nevermind, my blog, my business. Dont like it? You can bush off or fcuk off.

Ohh yah, last friday me and my friends, can say all technical boys, had our outing at geylang as we all 'buka' saner. As u all noe wen we talked about geylang, ntg diff or changes made. Only a new Supermarket have built up. Ok lah, quite big.

And, something happen. Dont wanna elaborate it.

Ok lah, watching Man U vs Ars-enal. Stupid ars-enal. Go to hell lah CB!!
Tc.

Starting A New Life

2009-08-24T04:25:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikom muslimin dan musliman .

Riez ingin mengucapkan Selamat menyambot Ibadah Puasa kepada semua umat islam.

Puasa tawuq, takmo puasa yok yok pulak.

Alhamdullilah, riez dh 3 hari tk batal. Ingin puasa full tis year. Amin.

************************************************************

I hope between the both of us moving smoothly. I dont want us to be drafting apart.

I noe sometimes u say "muka tak tau malu" at me, but tats how

i wanna show how care am i to u.

I wanna noe you better if can.

If u loved tat person, you wont care wat ur friends said to u.

Like they told u, "kau kenal2 bekas kawan kau sendiri".

Hey! C'mon, my frens said tat too. But, i dont fuckin care.

The one tat wanna be with u is me. Not them.

Up to you lah, i wont force you.

If it been hard for you, then walked away from it.

*********************************

tats all for today post.

Amigos Golpos.

2009-08-20T10:18:00.000-07:00

1. Are you single or attached ?- Single.

2.Do you have a person you like ?- yeah I do .

3. What is the name of the person that you're in love with ?- erm..? for me to noe for u to find out .

4.If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea , who will you save?- hard question leyh.. if im too strong and noe hot to swim, i will save both. amin. .

5.Have you ever hugged someone before?- yeah, used to hug my mum. hahaha.

6.Do you love your parents?- liked duh!! .

7.Will you hug the one you love?- i will. but the one i love, love me? .

8.Are you willing to do anything for yourboyfriend/girlfriend?- I will try my best. .

9.Are you jealous now?- Jealous? mayb?

10.Who is the last person that messaged you?- Eshanisha.

11.Who is your clique?- wantedboyz. .

12.Do you want babies in future? yeah of course.

13.Do you prefer Macdonald,KFC,Long John Sliver,Burger King or coffeeshop?-hmm.. depends on my mood. .14.Do you sniff glue ?- nope. mepek siotx sniff glue.

15.Do you smoke ?-Honestly YES.

16.If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer , what will you do ?- Ask y must they do tat.

17. Which CCA are you in now ?- No time for tat. hahaha.

18.If you're rich, what'll you do ?- Donate some who are in need, no need to ask my family to work. i will supply them. Chey!.

19.If the one you're in love with, held your hand,what'll you do ?- i will do the same too..

20. If the one you love, reject you, what'll you do ?- wont give up, ask him Y?.

21.What is your favourite cartoon character/s ?- Tom and Jerry.

22.Friendship or love?-Friendship will never be an ending but Love will be an ending.

23.Cookie monster or Elmo ?- Elmo.

24.Are you using a laptop or computer ?-Laptop!

.25.Do you like lollipop ?-yeapyeap, i do..

26.Do you have a diary ?- NO.

27.There's an admirer of yours and she won't die heart , what'll you do ?-What the fuck is "die heart"?!

28.If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break , what'll you do?- Talk personally and settle smoothly.. Because if it's meant to be yours, it'll come back to you.

29. Are you blur ?- Kadang2 je uh.

30.If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?- Ash Grey!!

31. Who is the last person you chatted in your MSN?- Amira bom.

32.How many boys/girls have you beaten before?-I never beat ppl before. gd rite? lol.

33.If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore , what'll you do?- Just accept it. Love cant force.

34. What school are you in?-Ite Balestier.

35. Tag10 besties or friends to do this quiz1.

: Eshanisha, Aslinah, Shaqir. tats all.

Am I In Love?

2009-08-17T09:29:00.000-07:00

IM MISSING SOMEONE ^.^

Yeah, i admit itt. I seem to miss someone each and every day. I always think of her. She's just too simple for me. Wat makes me miss her is tat, she's very unique. I got to noe bout her is tat, wen she had a running nose, u surely laugh. haha. First time i saw people like her have that. Dont wanna tell , later she mad at me. Another things, wen she burp, I tell you..Its very irritating.,seriously. U will get frustrated with her. But, patience is dere. hahahaha.

She will called me, talk to me on the phone. Sometimes until late at nite. Quite fun lah tok with her. Standby je uh kalau dier dh ngantok, aku mcm tembok dibuatnyer. CB!! lol. BUt overall, she's ok for me. I appreciate that u have the hearts to be my friend. Thanx alot!

Anyway, Bulan Ramadhan is coming. Cepat pulak time berjalan. Nark puasa full lah this year. Amin lah kan. Harap2 lah boleh puasa full. Not just me, to all also..Puasa FULL TAWUK.

K lah, tats all for today.

Nite everyone.

WTF Sia!

2009-08-17T02:51:00.000-07:00

Jealousy?!?!?!

WTF? C'mon uh.. Like fuck sia.

Dere's ntg wrong actually.

We were just having fun..,am i rite?

Be matured enough uh.

Dah bagos org tuh nak kau ader depan mata dier.

Beh kau nk perangai? Arghh.

Aku yang geram siolx.

Btw, semalam outings was fun.

wanna say dat, im happy wen she is

dere by my side. I dono y.

Weird? hmm.. can say so uh.

Sometimes, i feel "jealous" too.

Jealous bout wat? Dont wanna elaborate lah k.

For me to noe, for u to find out.

Wakakakakakau.

Starting a New Life?

yeah, tats wat i want now.

I have to start anew.

Changed my attitute,lazyness and all.

I want to go to school everyday.

I want to have a good GPA.

Get a Nitec or Higher Nitec Cert.

I had to plan everything for my life.

I hope everything move smoothly....

**What is done, let it be done.

Starting A New Life, with a new book and a open heart.

If you want me to accept you as who you are,

just accept who i am.

If we keep doin wat we're doin, we are going to keep getting

wat we are getting.

I am not bound to win, but i am bound to be true.

I am not bound to succeed, but i am bound to live up to what light i have.

CoOoOl Rite?

K lah, tats all.

Tc!

2009-08-14T23:38:00.000-07:00

Haha. Mcm matrep ehk? nie edit2 jek lah.

Cool tk nie pic? Aku edit pat hp aku siotx. haha.

Today dono wat plan.. haiya.

BOREDBOREDBORED!!

WHERE IS THE LOVE?

MANA PACAR KU?

Im finding for it. Is it the right tyme? hmm..

Must i wait for it to come or wat?

*kiter merancang, Tuhan menentukan*

tc!!

2009-08-14T08:46:00.000-07:00

Aku tak tau uh nk ckp ape lagk... Siket2 kau nk perangai.., kecik peyh hal pon kau nk besar2kn. WTF??!?!.... C'mon uh, umor kau dh brape? Dh boleh fikir pe.. Kau ckp kau nk berubah, maner dier? Biler kau susah, saper yng tlg kau? bilang aku uh siol saper? Skg kau dh senang,, kau lupa2 semua.. Kau lupa jasa2 aku. Depan pompan nk step big fcuk. Siol uh..! Ikotkan hati aku, lantak kau uh, aku mls uh nk tlg2 lagk. Pandang kawan, jadik gni uh.. Fikir uh boleh? Ader otak kan?

Aku express pat sini pon aku rasa tak jln uh... Kalau bilag kau trz terang, nnti jadik gadoh... Tiba2 tadik kau buat muka, ckp bising lah ape, sial uh..beh kau buat biseng kiter ader buat muka? semua tgh enjoy pe pat situ... Tak tau uh! Lantaq kau uh skg. Ku dh penat uh.

Saper yang makan cili, dier yang rasa pedas.

Btw, next week dah puasa. Skejap pe time jln..haiya! Nak puasa full this year. Amaciam, Boleh? Insya'allah lah ckp. Jangan takot! Leh enjoy lagik. Go ahead. Next week all out jek k.

Amigos. Chalos. Golpos.

2009-08-11T10:05:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Just came back from takraw.. quite tired uh.. today not much idea to update..
Btw, im stuck with wali band and st 12 songs. Im stuck with their song because they have the meaning of my life rite now.., especially the song, Cari Jodoh by wali. The song is about a guy, who is single, and still havent found his own gerl... So, he wanted to find one for him to take care for him. Its quite meaningful for me..

** What wrong did he and his mum done that make his life covered in sadness. Dat no one wants him to cure his sadness, to guide his love and to be his lover. He find in all sort of areas from, North, South, East and West, but still he dont met his love. So he asked God, "Is this A Test For him"? So, he ask anybody who has a daughter immediately tell him cos he feel shamed with his friend tat he thought tat he is no use(tak laku-laku). He make an anouncement that whoever that can help him find for him a lover.** Same goes to me.. hmm.

No love...?? Is it the End?? Yes, No?..... Lookin at couples2 out dere, it pop my mind to think tat, when its my turn? Yah, its true to see them loving2 out dere in front of our eyes and we dont noe that they always fight. Fight? people say fight is good in relationship? hmm... Patience????
Yeah i guess. Let see lah ok.

I am just letting out wat i feel. If u guys think wat i post is (mepek), then dont read.
tats all. tc everyone. And btw, APPRECIATE WHAT U HAVE NOW. Or You will regret.

2009-08-10T09:03:00.000-07:00

Hey dude and dudes.

Yesterday went to see fireworks with shaqir, qayyum and nisha.

Meet them at 645 at small mc.. Noe what? Aku sampai dulu lah sia..

tgh tgu drg, ape lagik, halau nyamok dulu uh.

Tgh halau nyamok, nisha tgh dudok pat small mc..

So, ask her to wait for me.

Wait for shaqir and qayyum, then proceed to mrt station.

Stop at City hall, saw rinah..action uh dier!

Then got this nenek, ask we how to go to bedok..

then we help her to take the other side..and alight at bedok.

It was crowded with people, and the sad things is,

the moments we reached dere, the fireworks nk dekat abes..

wahliao! tk best seyh.. haiya!

Then accompany qayyum and nisha to eat..as me and shaqir watched

both of them eat. Aliuh meleler je. hahaha.

After that, the rest of our frens wanted to meet us..

so asked them to meet us at where we are.

A few minutes, me and the four of us wanted to go home,

they also wanted to go home..

So, take train to tampines to Home Sweet Home.

2009-08-08T23:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE......!!!!! Still young laahh dont worry.

And Happy National Day to everyone.....!!!

**Count on me singapore, count on me singapore, count on me to give my best and more...

Together singapore, singapore.**

Semangat Singapore siotx aku.. Singaporeans wat.

Later, will be goin out i think.. K lah, thats all. tc!

2009-08-06T18:53:00.000-07:00

Hello wello mashmellow!!

Now im in class, its only from 8.30 to 11.30. Gerek kan ^ . ^ hohoho.
Semua case buat hal sendiri. Serioulsy, aku tak tau nk post ape skg.
So all, tc orytes.
kay go!

2009-08-06T09:51:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikom semua..

Sorry for not updating as my bro bring bck to his wife house.. Well, been busy with school and stuffs. And been playing takraw. Takraw is my all time sports now you see. Hmmm...

I agreed with shaqir. Its about Qayyum and Aslinah. Im quite sad actually cos they broke up. I noe how qayyum feel. Wat he want nw is to get aslinah bck to his life. Aslinah was his everything, so to aslinah, could you make up ur mind, talk things out. At least jumpa dier, bual2 ngn dier..

How long u guys want this to go on? C'mon.. settle things fast aites. And as for me, haiz. Bein single is wat i am now. I have someone, she's my so called"closebuddied,secretlover", but..i cnt always bring a high hope on her cos she has someone else. I must find my own soon. But who?

" Love Love Love Love Love Love Love Love Love Love Love Love Love"
I need that.!!!!!!!!

Arrggghhhhhhh. And btw, I just bought mp3 player called, The Kube. The price is "34.90". Its yellow colour, thnxs to yum and qir for choosing it.

National Day is coming huh. Happy 44th Birthday Singapore!!! ahah. Semangat uh gue.

Thats it for today. TC!

2009-07-31T08:28:00.000-07:00

HEY EVERYONE!!

Just came back lah.. Went to 'boat quay' with my frens. We went dere just to slack onie. Tomorrow Plans, going to my fren ex chalet at costa sand, and after that going to fishing. hahha.. And guess wat?? Next saturday "Saint James".. hahaha. Tickets sold at 20 bucks or 25 bucks i tink.. Want to go or not, see how lah ok? Btw, Bulan Ramadan is near the corner lah seyh.. Must enjoy before its too late. Nyahahahh.

** Wat i wrote down here, is to post bout someone whom i nearly noe her for about 5 years. And she used to be my ex for 1 year 9 month which when we were in sec 3. I dono wat ur motive to say tat 'aku jijik tgk gambar tu, muka yng kau pose tu sgt jijik sia..' WTH!! Ape maksod kau siol ckp tu mcm..JIJIK-JIJIK PON ehk ex kau jugak...Aku tau kau tak pernah anggap aku sebagai ex kau since kiter break.. Kau tau kau bual2, kau tak pikr lah sia.. Sebelom kau nk ckp jijik ngn aku, g tgk muka kau pat cermin dulu.. Sedih and kecewe kau tau. Kau fikir kau peyh muka bnyk lawa, kau fikir muka kau berseri..?? Baik2 aku nk baik ngn kau, nk chat ngn kau, nk kwn ngn kau, teros jadik lemak kau tau. Kau nk tau muka kau mcm ape? Kau ngt balek ape kwn2 secondary kau panggil kau ape biler drg kacau kau.. Aku tk nk sebot uh psl aku nyer org ader PERASAAN, bukan mcm kau. Dah uhk, malas uh aku nk baik2 ngn kau.. Kau boleh belah k.""

Ok, senang siket hati aku...

tats all lah okay.

bye!

2009-07-30T10:18:00.000-07:00

** Damn. Hoping to have my own motorbike.. Wanna noe wat motorbike im gonna take? Its probably 125z lorh!! For me, 125z is the simple, nice, interesting and hot. Dont you all think so?? If ure not, ure business lah siol..wahaaha!! I wanna save some money from now on.. Seriously, I need the motorbike for transport. Its easier for me to go everywhere. I wanna ride safely. Must think the people tat loves me. 'ahjey'. I hope to pass my license before end of this year. Chey! Aku bual2 mcm aku ader bnyk duit gtu...Insya'allah lah ckp. Amin.

Need to be patience, if not.. you cnt get wat u want..Look who's speakin. hahahah. Hmm, this year Hari Raya single lagik lah aku. Ishk! Belom Raya nk ckp bnyk lak, puasa belom lagik.

K lah, lazy to update so much.

Till here lah k guys.

Tc.

2009-07-28T10:15:00.000-07:00

** Im so sorry dear.. Its not wat i want.. But wat ur mom says make me feel guilty and shamed. I just wanna be close to you, thats all. U cn understand me, u care for me, u make me laugh and happy when ure with me.. And she's right, u still have 'him'. I think ur mom like him.. She have said tat she hates it when ure with me. I cant do anything else.. I just cnt meet her... Arggghhh!!!

I just hope u will remember wat i told u. Be strong. U will always be my clever and favourite gerl. Its doesnt meant it end of us.. We are still friends. I just pray for u to be happy okies. Think of urself before u think of others. Ppl will take advantage of that. U make me believe for myself. I appreciate wat u have done for me.. Thanx for the bangle u gave me. I will remember tat and will always wear it. Dont worry, I will always be fine.. Take care of urself aites oinkoink!**

As for me, im not tat well. Hope to recover from my sickness.

Peace!

2009-07-27T07:57:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone! Im not tat active to update as

im feelin weak rite now..

Im having a headache+runnin-nose+cough.

I just get itt yesterday.

Will update a little lah ok..

Yesterday, went out with my family and my

sister-in-law family.

We went to City Plaza to eat.

We ate at Arnold. Walauweh! many people sia.

Must wait somemore!!! My dad talk with dono who..ntah kenal ke tidak...

He said to him" Nak makan pon kene tgu". hahahaha.

Must wait for our number to be called...So then, our number appeared.

Sat down, eat french fries first..waited for 10 mins for the chicken

to come hoh!!

Biler dah datang, ape lagik.. Lantak!

But, i was not feelin good at tat day, so..mkn pon tak brape active.

haizhaizhaiz.

Butbut, I get 50 dollar from my 1st bro. First time siol!!

And I got another 10 dollar in my wallet.

10 bucks buy cigarrette lorh.

Dah 18 katerkan.

hahahahhaa!!!!!

50 bucks nk buy what uh??hmm...

And btw, thnxs to fifi for the wallet.

Billabong somemore!! hahaha.

I want to enroll motor sia..

i need cash money cash money cash money cash money!!!

arrgghhhhh!!!

ok lah, until here onie.

tc evrybody.

peace!!

Happy Birthday to u.

2009-07-22T10:08:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to u.
Happy birthday to u.
Happy birthday to 'matair aku'..

Happy 18th Birthday t0 uuu!!

Wah!! Da Legally 18 sey diye[:
U cn no longer have to hide getting urself ur smoky2.
&& u can no longer go for underage party && senang kater Fareez da LEGAL!
Yeah!! I wish u all the best in life, love and health..
Tkmu lupe dgn 'matair kau nie' ok[:

Posted by : 'matair kau'[:

Maafkan saye boley?

2009-07-19T22:50:00.000-07:00

I'm just here t0 really apologise. I'm sorry. truly, deeply I'm sorry.

2009-07-19T21:35:00.000-07:00

Nie post untok saper yng terasa je uh.. aku tknk sebot saper. So no offense.!!!

Aku tak pasal uh kalau krg tk nk ajak aku g pancing lagik. Aku tau aku nyer org selalu lambat.. Tpi tak yah buat mcm gitu pe.. Straight to e point uh. Kalau tk nk ajak aku, teros terang ckp. Aku boleh carik org laen nk g pancing. Sampaikan kau dh tk bilang aku plan g pancing..instead kau ikot kater dier. Sdare siol kiter. Aku semarang uh ehk krg tknk ajak aku lagk. Aku dh mls uh! Seriously. Ape krg nk buat, buat uh.

**Im not ur boyfriend who u must say sorry so many times... But somehow i feel like, u enjoyed urself until u ignored me. I was waiting for u, but u were dere enjoyed. Mayb tis is my lesson..! I always like to make ppl wait for me.., sometimes i dont make it to meet them. Hmm. Forget it lah kay. Im fine.**

Btw, I heard from my mum... She says tat on e 23rd of july(which is on my b'day), tsunami comin to our country.. Can u believe tat? The weather forecast predict. Mayb true, mayb not true.. All is in God hand. He's the one controlling everything tat cn make anything happened. Hopefully, dere will be no tsunami in our country. Amin!

2009-07-19T11:51:00.001-07:00

assalamualaikom semua. I've been busy lately. Tired and lazy to update.. I will update a little ok.

Yesterday, went to chalet.. At first, its on friday...i was playin laptop when suddenly my 2nd bro ask if i wanna join go chalet.. it was like tis!

2nd bro : Saturday nk g chalet tak?

me : chalet saper?

2nd bro : ader lah. nk ikot tak?

me : kalau dah ajak, ikot uh. Beh g ngn saper?

2nd bro : G ngn munir(his fren), nnti dier amek.

me : asl lak dier amek? adek(2nd bro) ataw abg tk leh amek?

2nd bro : nanti dier amek jek.

me : uh k.

tats was how the conversation goes. So, i went dere ., naek motor munir g saner. Reached dere, pack with many ppl. most chinese uh. All my bro's frens. Eat,talk,karaoke,smoke,laugh. Then about 8 plus, one of my bro fren holding a cake. They wanted to make it a surprise.. Then they open a happy b'day song, they close the light..and i was like, "ape sia nie semua'? saper peyh b'day siol"? hahaha.. So, it was my bro fren b'day. They put the cake at the table, ask him to stand dere, got another person b'day too. Then, my 1st bro ask me to stand beside him, i was like"huh, aku pon"? Rupanyer, they celebrating my advanced b'day lahh. My name was on e cake too. Sweet pe! haha. The paling kurang aja sekali, they ask we to open our mouth, as they wanted to feed us the cake. And i noe they wanna sabo us.. they forced us, so wat to do! we opened our mouth and they put the cake at our face..kiwak! my eyes cant open as the cake covered our eyes.. they somemore splash water at us. wakaoweyh!!! baju basar siol. dh tkde baju.. rabak gyler! first tyme kena sabortage. nb! B'day boys look at each other and we laughed. So, we took a bath. haha. I was surprised. Its my first ever surprise. hais. Thnxs guys. It was fun. We ate, continue karaoke, watch videos, talk, ate. My 1st bro ask me to stay.. usually he ask me to go bck wen its late night. I smiled, green light wat. At 6, me and my neighbour,afiq..went home by taxi. Reached hsh, throw everything and sleep. Wake up at 5 pm and dere was nobody in e house.. Then at 10, i went dere again. At about 2 plus, went home by lorry. haha. buang masa dtg! puki tol!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED TO ME!

WAT DO I GET FOR MY BIRTHDAY? NAH.

I DONT THINK SO. USED TO HAVE NTG FOR MY B'DAY.

18? SO FAST HUH IM 18.

i tink tats all for today.
hope u guy enjoy ur day aites.
tc.

hellohello(:

2009-07-14T11:42:00.000-07:00

hellohello mashmellow(:

Rizzybaby will not be super active, cos he said he mls. Yah, besarnye pemalas dekni. So nk tunggu diye update sumer kene amek queue number k.. lol! I'm updating on his behalf && btw nie kekasih gelapnye ^^. Haha. Mcm paham nye nie anak. Off t0 bed liao baby(: mata pn da koyak.. Shshshsh, gi tid0! Wait i boring i update again ok. haha.

&& PS: geram nie. mrh nie. maner bleh name tu gi ltk. tsk!

Salam sayang : kekasih gelapmu(:

2009-07-05T19:42:00.000-07:00

“The beauty of life is, while we cannot undo what is done, we can see it, understand it, learn from it and change. So that every new moment is spent not in regret, guilt, fear or anger, but in wisdom, understanding and love.”

“The longer I live the more beautiful life becomes. If you foolishly ignore beauty, you will soon find yourself without it. Your life will be impoverished. But if you invest in beauty, it will remain with you all the days of your life.”

“We feel that even if all possible scientific questions be answered, the problems of life have still not been touched at all. Of course, there is then no question left, and just this is the answer. The solution of the problem of life is seen in the vanishing of this problem.”

“Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars.”

2009-06-28T04:53:00.000-07:00

Rest In Peace Michael Jackson.!!!

-----(1958-2009) -----

50 years, and now its time for him go.

Until now, ppl cnt reveal y did this happened. Its a misery.

For me, he is 'The King Of Pop'.

I liked e way he danced and his voice. The song 'Billie Jeans', 'You are not alone' and 'Beat It'

is my favourite songs. Although i dont noe much bout him, but.. WE should respect

him for his talented in himself.

** Who will be the next 'The King Of Pop'??

I tink it should be Justin Timberlake, dont u guys agree?

Tats all for today.

Once again... R.I.P MJ! We love you and will always be remembered by us.

2009-06-25T04:07:00.000-07:00

hey everyone.

sorry for not updating. As im so tired to update. Will update soon. tc!

2009-06-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

Disini aku masih sendiri
Merenungi hari-hari sepi
Aku tanpamu
Masih tanpamu

Bila esok hari datang lagi
Ku coba untuk hadapi semua ini
Meski tanpamu meski tanpamu

Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini
Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
Di tempat ini aku bertahan

*
Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku slalu dihatinya
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Kalau ku masih tetap disini
Ku lewati semua yang terjadi
Aku menunggumu Aku menunggu

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku ada dihatinya
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya
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Today post is just about the song and video.
I think all the song is meaningful to me.

will update more soon.
tc

2009-06-21T21:50:00.000-07:00

Pernahkah kau merasa
Pernahkah kau merasa
Cukup sudah kuberikan cintaku
Cukup sudah rasa ini untukkmu
Mati sudah hati ini padamu
Mati sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Hampa
Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Kosong

Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Hampa
Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Kosong

Buang saja semua kata cintamu
Buang saja semua kata maafmu
Hancur sudah hati ini padamu
Hancur sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Hampa
Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Kosong

Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Hampa
Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Kosong

Rap:
Pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa
Dikala siang datang terasa gelap gulita
Tiada cahaya hanya gelap hitam dan kelam
Tak ada lagi suka tak ada rasa
Pernahkah, pernah pernah pernah pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa
Disaat diri terlelap
Meski gemuruh kian beradu slalu mengaduh
Kau tetap terlelap dalam tidurmu

Dangdut:
Maafkan aku sayangku
Bukan maksudku menyakitimu, mengkhianatimu
Ampuni aku sayangku
Cukup katakan aku tak lagi mencintaimu

Pernahkah kau merasa
Pernahkah kau merasa
Pernahkah kau merasa

Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Hampa
Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Kosong

Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Hampa
Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Kosong

2009-06-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

Apa salahku Apa salah ibuku
Hidupku dirundung pilu
Tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku
Tuk jadi pengobat pilu
Tuk jadi penawar rindu
Tuk jadi kekasih hatiku

Timur ke Barat
Selatan dan Utara
Tak juga aku berjumpa

Dari musim duren
Hingga musim rambutan
Tak kunjung aku dapatkan
Tak jua aku temukan
Oh tuhan inikah cobaan

*Ibu-ibu Bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku
Aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karena cuma diriku
Yang tak laku-laku

*Pengumuman-pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasiani aku
Tolong carikan diriku
Kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau

Repeat *
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I like this song so much
cos i tink its meaningdul to me.

tc!

2009-06-20T10:52:00.000-07:00

Ya know, to me, blogs are more meaningful for us when we grow old. That's when we would look back to the days and say, " hey, i dont remember doing that !"
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Here's a story that will probably make this post one of the memorable posts i've ever had. A store in Tamp1 showed this video and i think it's really touching. Its about a young man sitting in a park with his father. Suddenly, a sparrow lands across them and the father asked his son, what is it. And so, the son answered, saying that it's a sparrow. A moment later, he asked again. And again. And again. Each time, his son got more and more irritated and end up scolding his father. His father got up and went to take his diary before giving it to his son. He told his son to read it loud. Ya know what, after typing the story out half way through, i found the video on Youtube. So i guess it'll be better if you guys watch it.
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Waste my energy typing it out. Pfft. Well, anw, treasure your parents. :]

2009-06-17T12:11:00.000-07:00

This is a video of Kanye West and the song 'HEARTLESS'. Actually, I like this song only. I dont quite like him. bahahahah.!!! This song is for whoever tat is so 'HEARTLESS' to me. They should hear this song.!!!! Only short update, will update more soon. tc!

2009-06-12T11:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, me, my parents and my sister-in-law parents sent my bro and sister-in-law to airport. They are going to Gold Coast! wow! Their flight was at 8.15, reached dere at arnd 6 or 6+. After reached to the airport, Terminal 3.., after salam2 all.., proceed to the food court as we all were hungry. Old ones eat at food court, while the Young eat at Popeye's. Ordered 3 meals. Noe wat, Damn full after eating. Then head to the departure lining up, we sat down while waiting for them to chop. Take pictures, talk2. And its time for them to go in. They go for just 1 weeks. I told many things to them to buy for me something. Hahahaha.*evil laugh*.

After that, went to the food court again, my parents and sister-in-law parents chit-chat, while we all eat ice-kacang. Before that, i plan to go fishing with frens. but they say they just wanna torn at tamp. But end up they go qir cribs. Something not just right for me and frens. Just dont wish to talk bout itt.

tc everyone.